and still it would not come
^
If I accumulate Knowledge I will be Impenetrable
If I am Hardened than no fear of further Abandonment
If I am Cultured my words will somehow garner Respect
If I am Elusive I shall surely be Sought after often
If I need Assistance then I must be Incapable
If I am Aloof then no-one will know when they Strike a nerve
If I am Vulnerable then I will be Trampled Upon
If I am Masculine I will be taken more Seriously
^
I’d Starve myself and still it would not come
I’d Seduce them and still it would not come
I’d Scream and Rebel and still it would not come
I’d Drink Vodka and still it would not come
I’d Renunciate and still it would not come
